Dream I’m really reeling this morning over this dream that I had last night. Well not just last night, I’ve been having these types of dreams for about 2 months now. For those of you who don’t know me, I am a widow of a fallen solider who was killed in Afghanistan. I have been having dreams that he isn’t dead and came back to me 4 years later which is now. I do have a live-in boyfriend who I consider my life partner. In the dream I had last night, I felt like my husband was trying to win me back. We were at a house I didn’t recognize. We’re out in the living room with this big screen TV and he had a user name and password displayed on it. I do remember what that was for, I wrote it down when I woke up. It was user name Alex faith loyalty. My son’s name is Alexzander, but we call him Zander. During the dream, I felt like he was trying to tell me to have faith in him and be loyal to him. Then the password was 819839. The year he was born was 1983 and in Sept which is 9, not sure about the 8, though may be the month he was killed. He had me sign in on a tablet and look at a list of things and he was like remember when we did these things. The first thing was something we had done, but the rest were weird things that I don’t remember, but weren’t things he and I did. I then remember him going out to my car to grab something. It was the package of chicken wings I bought from the store yesterday, which are in my fridge now, but in my dream they were left in the car. I went out with him to the car and saw through the window my boyfriend was watching us. I then went inside straight to the room where my boyfriend was laying down and laid with him and kissed him. It was almost like I was reassuring him that I still love him even though my husband was there as well. Then I woke up. This is not the first of these kind of dreams with my husband. After he was first killed I only have had a handful of dreams about him, but all a sudden I am having tons. Most of the time I wake up crying and confused from these. I was hoping you could help me figure out why I’m having these dreams and what they mean. What am I trying to tell myself? Interpretation Wow, this is a very powerful dream. I do not know you personally, which in this case would work out to my advantage having some knowledge of your background. So I will do my best and give you different variations on the dream.
- If in real life you did not see his body it could have two meanings. One – he is still alive and trying to reach out to you. Two – you haven’t completely resolved your feeling, grief, and issues around his death.
- The other reason is guilt. The guilt of having moved on in your life with your boyfriend. A part of you loves your deceased husband and it gets confusing with your love for your boyfriend.
- The other thing I am getting is he could be trying to send you a message, hence the strange house and passwords. Maybe there is a bank account or security box that you don’t know about? Or if he still has accounts on the internet and there is a message you need to see? Or that he will always be loyal to his son, even from the other side.
- Looking at the tablet with the memories were reminders of what you had. The weird things that you hadn’t done could be future things with your boyfriend. Or past life experiences you had together.
- When I read about the packages of wings that were in the car, I immediately and intuitively got it was a symbolism for Angel wings. The car is a vehicle used for a trip/journey. This is a way your subconscious mind is stating that, even though he dead, it still feels like he is here. It is time for him to go to heaven and to let go. And it could also be that even though he was killed four years ago, he is just making the transition to the other side as time has no meaning when you are out of the physical body. This was his way of saying remember the times we had together and goodbye.
- The last part of the dream is reminding you to let your husband go. You don’t have to forget. But don’t allow that relationship issues and memories to affect this relationship.
