Everyone feels it – no one wants to deal with it. We have no choice except to walk across the bridge of consciousness to a different way of being.
Your soul yearns for change, you resist because change is scary.
Do I want to go, or do I want to stay? If I stay, is it possible to change, or shall I wither and shrivel to dust? If I go, who will I become and will I like the new me?
This is your opportunity to choose to stay or go – one step back or many steps forward on your soul’s path to leap into a new future being.
You need patience enough to wait and make up your mind. Deep in your soul you know you cannot wait too long or the opportunity to be coming from your soul more fully will be lost.
Be the most patient with yourself. Acknowledge your anger and frustration, your fear. Accept the trembling of your cells yearning to renew and finally heal.
Faith that no matter what, “everything will be all right” used as an affirmation will get you through along with deep breathing and a mantra of “I can do this! I will do this! I want to do this!” Choosing to do this and not resisting is what your soul is demanding.
December 21, 2020 – there will be a conjunction of Saturn and Jupiter for the first time in hundreds of years. Saturn is the stern taskmaster; Jupiter is luck and good fortune. You are being pulled apart only to be brought together again in a new way. No, it will not be the way you anticipated, it will be better, the best for you during the state of your soul’s evolution.
“GREAT CONJUNCTION OF JUPITER AND SATURN: On December 21, 2020, Jupiter and Saturn will be so close together, some people will perceive them as a single brilliant star. It’s a rare Great Conjunction, the likes of which have not been seen in hundreds of years. The show is starting now. Visit today’s edition of Spaceweather.com for sky maps and observing tips.”
Saturn is the Lord of Karma. Saturn is often depicted as Death carrying a scythe. It is the death of what is no longer useful in your life, the scythe is to sweep away the dross, the shambles. He governs bones and teeth, structure, graves, seriousness, and strict behavior to follow the rules. Jupiter is the opposite – expansive, jovial, happy, lucky, and carefree to the extent one can overdo all too easily, including eating, buying, gambling, or optimism.
Saturn says, “You better watch out. You better be careful!” Jupiter says, “Go for it! You always wanted to, now is your chance! It will all work out for the best and maybe even ‘damn Saturn’ and all those pesky restrictions. Saturn is dark. Jupiter is light – the Ying and Yang of your existence.
Now is the time for you to find the balance. To show the light on the darkness – to blast it into Saturn so all the darkness, the dull and bleak of Saturn can no longer shine.
Oh, but wait just a minute there! Saturn will not be denied either. He governs fathers, rules and government rule, and order. We need that, don’t we? We need stop signs and traffic signals, we need to know the rules to follow or break them. Saturn demands we not blatantly break moral or social codes or government rules – otherwise we face deprivation, poverty, punishment – confinement and jail, or dying ultimately – death and the grave.
Jupiter calls us to take chances, be happy no matter what – choose happiness and joy! Count on luck and opportunity, miracles surely abound when Jupiter is shining down on you. Anything and everything are possible and probable. Eat what you want, gorge yourself on sweets. Keep a smile on your face, grin, laugh all your troubles away. Jupiter is the great mother, nurturing with unconditional love – never judging and stern like your father, Saturn!
Saturn judges and punishes you – Jupiter blesses you and supports your every dream.
So, yes, we are torn in ways our human bodies and souls have never endured for hundreds of years – but it is time, the clock (Saturn) is striking 12 – insisting you abide. Jupiter is telling you to survive and thrive and be all the better for it shouting, “Count Your Blessings!” “Be grateful!”
After all, there is no choice in the matter. Not my will, thy will be done is the call to your Soul, your consciousness to wake up – shake you up. Many old ideas will fall in this intense time, but other ideas – dreams you had forgotten, satisfaction you have yearned for is yours for the taking once you surrender to the dream of your Soul. As Yoda so wisely counseled, “Only DO, there is NO try!”
Namaste, Jussta
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